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Fuggzy said:
You know theres just something freeing about those parties. I'm not sure if its the high level of energy, or the random breeze. Still trying to figure that part out.

In all honest I have been fighting a rather bad, and long standing depression. Life has just been rough. I got to the point I was only leaving the house for work, not opening windows, barley talking, and I already barley sleep as it is, so my kingdom just started to crumble. Now on a more positive note, I have had a lot of the community be supportive, with a few in particular going way beyond just being nice. I didn't even realize what was going on till one morning at 4:30 I got a PM here that just simply read "are you doing ok fuggz? havent heard much from ya as of late... i hope all is well with ya buddy...:pass:." I'll leave them nameless for now, but that simple message had a great impact. I sat there before work, and a tear rolled down my face, and thats when I knew it was time for some help. So I have been actively been trying to beat this monster off my back. I have been sourcing different sativas for upcoming breeding projects, and researching different terpens to try and get a scientific understanding what what it will take to get a med that fits my needs. I have been in talks with lots of hobbyist/professional breeders, getting opinions from my "canna heros." Most of all, I have been making sure I keep a smile on my sons face. Seeing him smile is above all the best med I can find. It is still a very rough time for me now, but I am trying to at least go through the steps and to find a solution cause I'm pretty tired of not living life.



Also for anyone here that might be in the same place. If anyone here ever needs a shoulder to lean on, please feel free to get in contact with me. I'm no counselor, and it would just be a conversation from one flawed human to another, but I know how hard it can be and nobody should be alone in those times. Be it a PM or publicly, I'm always available to talk.

Anywho, thanks for listening. It's not meant to be a pity plea, just trying being honest about my situation. I wish all you LIVE STONERS a GREAT day!!!
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Depression is a serious thing. I'd never think someone talking about it was looking for pity. Life is hard. I don't know you because I'm pretty new, but I'm glad you're back, and I'm glad you're looking for a possible remedy. I've been there many times. Strength can always be found when it comes to your children. At first you just have to force yourself to do certain things, but try to stay positive and find something good about every day. Best wishes of peace for you Fuggzy and positive vibes being sent your way.
 
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