Live Stoner Chat Live Stoner Chat - Jan-Mar '25

Not going to lie.....this past week has been the hardest week in my life. Last Tuesday my close friend that lives around the corner from me, shoved a gun in his mouth and ended his life. It has changed me forever. I have tried to make sense of it but whenever I try to sort it out my brain turns to a puddle of mud. I am surrounded by support and will be ok, but I guess I will have to acknowledge that I will probably never have answers to all the questions that are spinning in my brain. His wife has said she will come and talk with me soon, and I hope she can help with the questions. She will share the note he left, so hopefully that will give some clues. If any of you are struggling, there is help if you just reach out. We have to get better at helping each other through life's ups and downs. :bighug:
 
Not going to lie.....this past week has been the hardest week in my life. Last Tuesday my close friend that lives around the corner from me, shoved a gun in his mouth and ended his life. It has changed me forever. I have tried to make sense of it but whenever I try to sort it out my brain turns to a puddle of mud. I am surrounded by support and will be ok, but I guess I will have to acknowledge that I will probably never have answers to all the questions that are spinning in my brain. His wife has said she will come and talk with me soon, and I hope she can help with the questions. She will share the note he left, so hopefully that will give some clues. If any of you are struggling, there is help if you just reach out. We have to get better at helping each other through life's ups and downs. :bighug:
My condolences. Unfortunately, and I hope this doesn't come across as rude because thats not my intention, no one can understand what drove someone to end their own time here. It will never make sense, you'll always wonder why they didnt reach out or get help sooner. The only thing you can do is find some solice, as hard as that is, in the fact that whatever drove them to it is no longer hurting them anymore. Its a horrible thing to experience and its not fair to the survivors. You're right though we as a people need to get better at helping eachother. Ive had 2 friends end their own lives since highschool. You'd have never thought that either of them were even in that dark of a place and thats what made it worse. Hopefully you find some of the answers you're looking for.
 
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It felt 36 when i left to go setup my moms booth at the market! :headbang::cooldance:
 
Not going to lie.....this past week has been the hardest week in my life. Last Tuesday my close friend that lives around the corner from me, shoved a gun in his mouth and ended his life. It has changed me forever. I have tried to make sense of it but whenever I try to sort it out my brain turns to a puddle of mud. I am surrounded by support and will be ok, but I guess I will have to acknowledge that I will probably never have answers to all the questions that are spinning in my brain. His wife has said she will come and talk with me soon, and I hope she can help with the questions. She will share the note he left, so hopefully that will give some clues. If any of you are struggling, there is help if you just reach out. We have to get better at helping each other through life's ups and downs. :bighug:
Im very sorry to hear that buddy. Try not to dwell on the bad n focus on the good moments, it will get easier as time passes :bighug:
 
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