Hey @Fairlynew how much more time you want to give him bud?
Glad you made it back.So I don't mean to necro up a 4 year old thread, but I would like to update everyone since my disappearance. There was an unexpected death in my family at the time, and the entire grow had to be torn down ASAP. I hit a period of deep depression after, and not too long after that I had some issues and was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. It was a pretty low period of my life.
I'm well medicated now, so maybe I'll act like less of a jackass this time around. I do want to apologize to @F.N. and everyone else here for disappearing without saying anything. I'm doing much better now, and now I'm in a place of my own and I'm ready to start growing again!
Sorry for the late reply Bi polar is no fun but manageable. It is so great to have you back.So I don't mean to necro up a 4 year old thread, but I would like to update everyone since my disappearance. There was an unexpected death in my family at the time, and the entire grow had to be torn down ASAP. I hit a period of deep depression after, and not too long after that I had some issues and was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. It was a pretty low period of my life.
I'm well medicated now, so maybe I'll act like less of a jackass this time around. I do want to apologize to @F.N. and everyone else here for disappearing without saying anything. I'm doing much better now, and now I'm in a place of my own and I'm ready to start growing again!
Glad your back! I am bi polar also and so is my wife. She has ptsd and depression and bi polar. So we both feel your pain. Nothing to be ashamed of man. We are who we are. Shit happens in life. Sorry about your families loss. Hope everything gets better from here on out man. Happy growing! If you want to get down on a battle I suggest looking at Bomb Seeds and The Bears 88 wellie challenge. Grow some plants in water boots for the fun of it and there is prizes if you place in the top 3 or best boot decorated also gets a prize (Wellies they call them in Australia I believe but I call then water or rain boots here in America)So I don't mean to necro up a 4 year old thread, but I would like to update everyone since my disappearance. There was an unexpected death in my family at the time, and the entire grow had to be torn down ASAP. I hit a period of deep depression after, and not too long after that I had some issues and was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. It was a pretty low period of my life.
I'm well medicated now, so maybe I'll act like less of a jackass this time around. I do want to apologize to @F.N. and everyone else here for disappearing without saying anything. I'm doing much better now, and now I'm in a place of my own and I'm ready to start growing again!