Yup..I Hit the same as you....
...the pain killers didn't kill the pain...and I didn't even recognise myself on them...it wasn't Me.
Me too...from a brain filled with pain...I've got is Down to cannabis...and over the counter pain killers 3 or 4 times a year.
So Subjective.
When I was on the prescription drugs....cannabis gave me a Light at the End of a tunnel...rather than consistant..reliable pain relief...
....but...it Was that Hope that stopped me ending my life.
The prescription drugs never gave me that relief.
Looking at the different reactions between me and hubby....I've Wondered if it is a difference between female/male users..
med users/non med users....
..and I've come u with no more conclusions other than what
@Frank the Dank says...subjective...