100% Organic Grow.

[Eyes on Fire]

Its DinaFem bro. good stuff.RQS has some excellent stuff as well.Just to letcha know Im gonna prolly stop updating my organic thread.Im gonna finish out my Dope seeds and Mephisto runs if I get them, n then ill prolly drop out for a bit.Getting tired of certain things.and i dont need nor want any PM's from NE1 about it since I have nothing to really say on the matter actually.other than negativity.Thanks ya'll.I do hope ALL of you are doing really really well.

 

[Eyes on Fire]

I think I've figured it out

Well after MUCH deliberation(lmfao is that like a chinese Parliment ?!!LMFAOROTF few if ANY will get that remark LMFAO)Ive finally come to the realization that ive been just in a rage mode and pissed off at everything actually.i mean everything.something didnt work earlier and I was soooo frigin hot and I realized after beating the living shit outta something I stopped n said,WTF is wrong with me man.Cuz I got over my violent tendencies some years ago through a lot of hard frigin work too.trust me there.But since everything is tough and hard and you name it its going wrong I swear.Im just not able to frigin rest at all.Dad living elsewhere for the time being since new job requires it,so Im left holding the bag with yet MORE stuff to do.which is normally a non issue.Im ALWYAS MORE than happy(sounds like a disease ya? "LMFAO he was...MORE than happy LMFAO!)to help most anyone with anything and family(trying to deal with my MS on top of it all too)..sheeeiit,try standing in my way n see what goes down LMFAO! Im that passionate man.So since Ive slacked off there and most places Ive been just slammin into things with full force and hoping it goes away and works out eventually.So I think being all good on my BS(no herbs) but thats not that big a deal.I got two plants ready for the other table of mine right now if I wanted LOL!but thats another weekend coming up soon.they are both at about 5% amber and 100% all deep milky too.very nice btw.

Buut,I think its just a matter of getting over this outdoor kick in the nuts Ive been dealing with(BTW PM on my other runs outdoors LMFAO)and everything has been just ripping me apart trying to sort this out.I think Ive finally given up fighting it actually.Im just gonna let it ride as I often do.or used to anywho LMFAO!! well instead of yappin bout more ullshit ya'll dont have a large interest in ill just say.Welcome to my newest update LMOA!!Be good ya'll.and i will be getting rid of threads and trying to clean things up for my coming fall grows too.just an fyi.Thanks again everyone. "AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out" ill be chopping atleast one gal this weekend I think.Possibly next..?unsure depending.And just an FYI i'll be going away for about a week or so in the next cpl weeks since I have some pro models coming down to help me learn to shoot contrasts ...and things LOL! Gotta pay to play man!everybody wants something it seems.L8r all.ok fine,one pro model and a few amateur fetish models with some experience.
I hope they let me post their photos on tumblr or a separate fetish site(s)..that'd be awesome.build my profile a lil more LOL!

The sexy starts at bout 40 Awesome!Cant wait to shoot stills of stuff like this mmmm.good times!

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[NekoSempai]

Whaaaaats up Eye's my man. I feel you bro. Ive had a lot on my plate, and been going through some trials and tribulations. Though, I know its only building and shaping me into a better person. Humbling my damn pride. Helping me to grow the *@#@# up and mature. Basically what I’m saying, is a can definitely empathize with what your going through man. Your just in the GYM right now, hitting the last heavy set to get that extra pump in. :thumbs:


I have got to say man. You buds never cease to amaze me man. I’m not surprised though haha.

 

[A4]

Ahh man, some gorgeous shots there brotha. The fourth from the end, with all the red hairs and snow flakes on her, oh so sexy! I always did love the red heads! I noticed that haze 2.0, have you grown it before? I have a tin I have never grown and was wondering how the smoke is?

Hope things get better for you EoF. Let me pass some good karma your way. :hug::karma Cloud:

 

[NekoSempai]

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[ThaGreenBandit]

If they look anywhere as good as your buds do... DAMN!! Hope everything turns out for the good, Eyes. I'm rooting for you, bro, whatever the issue may be. Sent some and :karma Cloud:your way,

AND Hop digity did the happy dance for ya!

 

[Eyes on Fire]

Thanks Guys!

Yeah,Thanks fellaz!! Im still learning to not rage n thing.this MS is not awesome and the other PM issues and a dozen plants i HAVE to HAVE done in some manner and viable for oils n the like.its been a ride lemme tell ya.I forgot to do my Stone99 too.I thought I took pics but I guess ill go do that !LOL!

yeah I wished I could work a bag some days LOL! man I miss that. I used to use knives on my old ones too LMFAO!!and sticks on Thai bags n the like.good times.But since all this energy and confusion is sooo on the surface its not fun.But ya,its workin itself out and Id think it'll really help me out in the long runs noo doubt. Thanks guys!!Means a lot.been very tough.I know tough ,n it suucks man LOL! but its ok.imm go burn the lil last n look to chop one n flash dry for a lil oil maybe.that'll help balance me to a point.Thos light deprived buds look beautiful.thats the one that was jacked up cuz of my one t5 that was burned n wavering.lol. but not..looks frigin KILLER I gotta admit man.LOL! I can wait to use my other soil,cuz this soil is ok,but faaaaaaaaar from good imo.it lacks in several areas actually LOL! Thanks for the karma guys.
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[Trapper]

Super looking plants as usual, EoF...I feel like I repeat myself when commenting on your plants and pics...that's because I do You have a gift my friend.

The trouble with seeing and realizing and knowing all the details is the sheer mass of that level of insight. I imagine that even if you aren't conscious of it, it's exhausting.

What I keep envisioning, when reading about the load the world and others put on your shoulders, is that it's actually (in a weird way) a compliment...in that all these
people not only need you, they feel like they can rely on you. It's a sign of your character and your sense of responsibility. That's in considerably shorter supply these days.

No matter what, seems to ME that you got it on lock-down. If you don't let off some steam sometimes, you're gonna pop. That happened to me the other day...I couldn't
find a suitable spot in the garage for this fucking baby swing....an awkward piece of shit that took up space, wouldn't collapse to any functional "storage mode" (no we
aren't expecting...just stuff the in-laws gave us) so I tried to force it into a spot I knew it wouldn't fit into and broke it into a couple hundred pieces...then put it on the
"dump run pile" problem solved...all this to say...don't be too hard on yourself.

 

[fweedom]

Eyes whats up my dude everything is looking good as always man!

Sorry to hear about your PM issues i feel you on the just ridin it out thing lol my orange hill special has been stressing me the fuck out hahah all i pretty much think about 24/7 is what should i feed her next to fix her or the ph or this or that and only if it was perfect the yield id be getting lol i think im getting to the point where ima just ride it out and get what i can from them TaNg's Thang

hope things get better for ya homie couple of dime piece models should help things out lol

heres a for PM'ing me yesterday to answer my questions even though u had all this other stuff going on its appreciated man!

 

[Eyes on Fire]

Thanks ya'll

Hey Fwee dude! Whats up man?!! Good ta see ya man.Thanks for the Love bro,really! Thats just kinda how Im built dude.You ask me specifically about an issue and ill take it around the block a cpl times LOL! but I just mostly sit n relax man.trying to relax. Stress is gonna be,but oh well.LOL!once my outdoor is over it'll be all downhill (in a GOOD way) from there man.smoooth sailing..lol. outdoors this season is a frigin nightmare man.Gaawd!!LOL!Sounds like your just stressing over em a lil too much early on man.I did that for sometime myself.we ALL HAVE..fact!! so dont sweat that chit man.Ya prolly just added a lil too much (or strength of something maybe)of a certain something n its freaked em out.thats all. you'll be ok once yer soil is a tad drier(half dry lets say0Then you could treat n rinse your foods n cleanse the soil.3 gallon pot about a gallon.1.5 gallons maybe(4-6 L) up to about a 5 gallon pot treated the same way.pretty easy overall.but if ya stress ppl tend to over think it..LOL I know that alll too well man.

Man them Models dude?!!LOL maaan,so many ppl think yer gonna hook up with em n stuff.its simply not like that(most times that is) short of fun flirting and jamming to music and watching them be sexy(and helping them feel comfortable and SAFE.thats a KEY element ya dont get often,since every tom dick n hairy wanna hit on em.let them hint to you.) and having fun and bouncing ideas n desires or certain shots and things they want popped(as it were in the pics man LMFAO!!) ie"colors,Ink a blkend of things or all of thee above.gonna be work nooo doubt.but sooo much fun!!and a cpl of em smoke and another has an interest in oil.once my oil hits though all bets are off to an extent LOL! Ivd been trying to set that up for sometime now with good ladies that have a certain look and style that is willing to work with me for a fair Wage and/or Trade.so thats awesome.

Hey Trap man! Thanks dude,really!! i get your point, the analogy is a lil off but point totally taken brother.Thanks for the love man.hope all is well on your end dude!!?!Cuz I went after something completely separate from what I was messing with when I decided to do an out the back window flip kick on the damn thing LMFAO just cuz I was raging cuz of my illness and many other thing for the past year is just hard to come to terms with overnight.most times i do ok but when I pushed(since Im WAY spread thin) I just get stressed since it much easier since all this is going on and my anger(confusion and just flat tired man) come back and some days with lack of sleep and day after day of the same thing worse n worse.is pretty nasty man.I would trade most ANYONE what I have for a week in their shoes man.I'd prolly think it was a frigin break LOL!Anywho,Thanks buddy! I can ramble cant i?esp. if Im baked LOL!
"AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out""AFN smoke out"
a lil smoooth Deftones anyone?!!LOL
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