Hey guys.
I decided to log in, not sure why but i miss to be here, for a while this was like my home.
Now that im here i want to say thank you to whoever read this. Thank you for everything, even the hillarious stuff. I think i needed to hear them. I mean it.
Sometimes i say stuff without thinking first, i can offend people, but i dont mean anything bad, or atleast i have not understood that people could get hurt when i have said something wrong. I have read alot about aspberger/autism for the last year to understand how and why i am like i am. By reading i have learned that its my fault, my fault many of the times something goes wrong. Before i have believed that i was correct (but i was probably wrong in the most cases), so for now i will try to understand how the person i talk with feels before i open my mouth. It will be difficult but i will do my best because i want to be correct to all the peoples i meet.
We all know that some people should not use drugs... tadaa, im that guy!
I stopped use bensodiazepines last summer after years of use... switched to cannabis and i got a severe psycosis to say atleast. Oh, Jesus!
And at one point i tought i was a rapartist - Hello !
Lets just say that i am very, very embarrast for that, but i cant change whats happen in the past, but i can try to do better now and in the future. I have learned alot this last year, learned things about myself, and learned things about life. For me, no more drugs or alcohol and to always think before i open my mouth, and to help and beeing a good samaritan to people around me.
I know i have hurt some peoples feelings and messed some stuff up. I promise that i did not understand i was doing wrong, i was just curious. How fucked upd it even sounds its true, i never had any toughts of mess something up.
Im sorry, i really am.
I want to say im sorry. I didnt know better. I do now, and im sad and sorry for any problems i ever caused.
I miss beeing here
hi pal,,, not stopping for long ,,just wanted to 
