hey,
i'm growin indoors and be started within the next week.
this is the first grow, that i try with semiproffessional needs.
i will work on cfl dual spectrum 250watt with these fine seeds:
3x automazar
3x skunk#1
3x big bud
all are autos and feminized.
my goal is to reach about 15gramm per plant, which is, hopefully, realistic. for sure i will have many questions, quit normal, cause all i know, is being read by me - no self-learning (please be patient with my english, i really try hard.
but one thing i can honestly say:
i am willing to read, to invest many hours, to hear about people being more smart than me...hehe...
i chose autos, because i do think (and hope) that they might be patient with me, not the other way round. and the other reason is, that my selfmade growbox is not that tall,it is 75x75x185cm.
and - i don and won't buy illegal - i only grow illegal *ggg*.
i'm a self called 50/50 user. i mean, that i have psychatry illnesses. most important is the post traumatic stress disorder (i don't know if this is right in german it is "posttraumatische belastungsstörung" or "PTBS".)
i offently wake up screaming, whimmering, dreamin about so horrible things i have to went through, this is not to be explained, but believe me it is quite more, than one human being can stand. for sure!!!
my therapeut says, it's a big wonder that i am so at a god healthh.
yes, NOW it is - whith mariuhana!!! my girlfriend is so nice and then wakes me up slightly. after about 10years takin neurolapitcal medicine, after years (!!!) of trauma therapie, stational and ambulant, i developed marihuana helping me from a friend. it was an unexpected, in german the word is "zufall". don't know it in english, yet.
since this day, my pain is only half as bad as before.
this is the best alternative - just imagine, what big effects neurolaptics have in the brains chemistry!!!
cannabis does not.
i smoke 4 joints a day, to get my day right - in the morning, middays, evening and the last big one before sleeping.
i will grow, because germany don't give me the medicine, i need - so i will grow my own and i'm doing it because of my belief in this solution. i can hardly explain it better, hope, you'ld understand!
i live in a state, where thens of thousand people a year die because of drinking and at the same time with a prohibition of mary. i'm sure, everyone of you knows about that illness of thinking. (can' t describe it better, sorry)
in the other 50 i am a gently and enjoying user of marihuana.
i wish you a nice evening and sweet and soft dreams with no struggeling while sleeping.
dfx12
i'm growin indoors and be started within the next week.
this is the first grow, that i try with semiproffessional needs.
i will work on cfl dual spectrum 250watt with these fine seeds:
3x automazar
3x skunk#1
3x big bud
all are autos and feminized.
my goal is to reach about 15gramm per plant, which is, hopefully, realistic. for sure i will have many questions, quit normal, cause all i know, is being read by me - no self-learning (please be patient with my english, i really try hard.

but one thing i can honestly say:
i am willing to read, to invest many hours, to hear about people being more smart than me...hehe...

i chose autos, because i do think (and hope) that they might be patient with me, not the other way round. and the other reason is, that my selfmade growbox is not that tall,it is 75x75x185cm.
and - i don and won't buy illegal - i only grow illegal *ggg*.
i'm a self called 50/50 user. i mean, that i have psychatry illnesses. most important is the post traumatic stress disorder (i don't know if this is right in german it is "posttraumatische belastungsstörung" or "PTBS".)
i offently wake up screaming, whimmering, dreamin about so horrible things i have to went through, this is not to be explained, but believe me it is quite more, than one human being can stand. for sure!!!
my therapeut says, it's a big wonder that i am so at a god healthh.
yes, NOW it is - whith mariuhana!!! my girlfriend is so nice and then wakes me up slightly. after about 10years takin neurolapitcal medicine, after years (!!!) of trauma therapie, stational and ambulant, i developed marihuana helping me from a friend. it was an unexpected, in german the word is "zufall". don't know it in english, yet.
since this day, my pain is only half as bad as before.
this is the best alternative - just imagine, what big effects neurolaptics have in the brains chemistry!!!
cannabis does not.
i smoke 4 joints a day, to get my day right - in the morning, middays, evening and the last big one before sleeping.
i will grow, because germany don't give me the medicine, i need - so i will grow my own and i'm doing it because of my belief in this solution. i can hardly explain it better, hope, you'ld understand!
in the other 50 i am a gently and enjoying user of marihuana.
i wish you a nice evening and sweet and soft dreams with no struggeling while sleeping.
dfx12
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