Have you considered trying out a 1:1 CBD to THC strain? There are loads to choose from, and it's a special smoke in my opinion. You do get high but you don't get stoned or giddy or anxious or whatever else. Very much the warm comforting feeling in the body, not so much the head high. Sounds like what you're after maybe. I smoke 1:1 frequently but haven't grown yet; ordered some from Royal Queen Seeds (Netherlands) and currently just started growing a CBD-only auto Charlotte's Angel from Dutch Passion. I usually mix a cbd only and a high thc to smoke :smoking: :smoking: