BillyWu
Dutch Passion enthusiast
Hello Autoflower.net users. I've been thinking about the amount of weed I've been smoking over the last few years. I started about 2 and a bit years ago, at first it was just the odd joint or two when hanging with friends, then it became a weekly thing, and then I finally started growing my own. Since then, I've felt like I've had an unlimited supply of the stuff and in the evenings, I smoke it just because I've got it.
Mostly it's because I find I get really bored an hour or two before bed. Everyone has gone to sleep, nobody is around. It's just me and my thoughts. I always find the last few hours before bed really boring and I'm never entertained by anything unless it's something I'm really into or I've smoked a bit.
I've found that cannabis has affected me in a few ways. Sometimes at night I feel dependent on it to avoid thinking too much about bad things, yet I'm not dependent on it. I've just gone a month without smoking when I went on vacation and didn't think about it once at all. I was busy all day every day and in the evenings, I just went straight to bed exhausted and slept so well. Over here though, it's not like that.
Generally, it hasn't affected my life style but my friends have let it affect theirs. They never want to do much except smoke nowadays, it's quite depressing because I don't want to smoke as much. My lifestyle and my well being have only been improved by cannabis, I've been much more outgoing and I participate in a lot more activities than I used to. The only negative ways it's affected me is what I said above; I can't find ways to keep my mind quiet and entertained in the evenings without weed.
How has it affected you? Do you find yourself in similar situations? What do you do to change it?
Mostly it's because I find I get really bored an hour or two before bed. Everyone has gone to sleep, nobody is around. It's just me and my thoughts. I always find the last few hours before bed really boring and I'm never entertained by anything unless it's something I'm really into or I've smoked a bit.
I've found that cannabis has affected me in a few ways. Sometimes at night I feel dependent on it to avoid thinking too much about bad things, yet I'm not dependent on it. I've just gone a month without smoking when I went on vacation and didn't think about it once at all. I was busy all day every day and in the evenings, I just went straight to bed exhausted and slept so well. Over here though, it's not like that.
Generally, it hasn't affected my life style but my friends have let it affect theirs. They never want to do much except smoke nowadays, it's quite depressing because I don't want to smoke as much. My lifestyle and my well being have only been improved by cannabis, I've been much more outgoing and I participate in a lot more activities than I used to. The only negative ways it's affected me is what I said above; I can't find ways to keep my mind quiet and entertained in the evenings without weed.
How has it affected you? Do you find yourself in similar situations? What do you do to change it?
