Yeah that was probably me you saw
I think my break was well needed, i should probably have taken it before i got crazy. But its not easy to realise that you having a psycosis, when everything is so real. But now i know.
Monster garden... how about that - i cant grow ever again. My growing-carrier is over, even before its even started. Problems with the law, so im doomed.
Fcuk. I so want to look at plants and position the lights correct, give just enough with water to see some runoff. Fcuk. I miss it but i dont know how i can do to grow again.